Giving thanks

I feel like sometimes it just doesn’t let up. I have so many bad days. Rough days. Hard to do anything days. That I almost give up. Each March I’m reminded that I made it through the gauntlet of having a ruptured cerebral aneurysm nearly take my life and sight. That helps. Knowing I made it through that. Pushes me to keep going through this MS crap. And the hater crap.

I think you know already I’m a people pleaser and will push myself to do more than I should. Still can’t stop doing that. Even though many self help ”gurus” speak of taking back your ability to care for yourself, to say no, and to back away from giving too much…but I keep pushing that limit.

Sometimes the haters can really get me down but then you come to my rescue. You tell me how much I helped you. How much better your visit was because of my tips. How my answering that one question at midnight saved a trip. You fill my soul. I am blessed to have you in my life doing this crazy thing.

So thank you. Thank you for your words of encouragement and love🖤🖤🖤. Thank you for your kind gifts too. Thank you for keeping me going. I’m not going anywhere. I promise. Some days I need more time to recharge though. Yesterday’s Magic Key launch coincided with me dealing with my car all day. Going from the glass shop to the dealer then having to keep finding out that this was wrong or that then finally being told oh well this might still stop working just let us know.😳🤦🏻‍♀️Then needing to get our second (unused, not started in months, unwashed, undriven) car to work so I could pick up the boy from school while the car was still at the dealer.

Yesterday was a mess all around. I’m still totally wiped.

But as I recover from the madness I realize how blessed and lucky I am to have you in my life. So thank you. I’m still moving slowly through the day but you have said so many amazing things to me since yesterday that I realize I have an amazing coat of arms made of your love and support and I’m unstoppable. 🥰🥰🥰